Some people want to attain nirvana (I guess). I want to attain not giving a damn. I give too much damn. I do. And what good does it bring me, this giving of damn. None. I’m constantly upset, I’m mostly pissed off. And all these damns that I give, give me nothing in return. People don’t change, circumstances remain stubbornly the same. And here I am giving a damn.
Giving a damn can be translated to being stupid, because at some point you really need to give up. It would be an intelligent thing to do, but apparently I am not intelligent enough. I keep giving a damn, even though this has never proven to have an effect.
From now on, I shall do my best not to give a damn. I shall. I’ll channel my energy to something that can actually add to quality of life.